Today I went to the gym for 2 hours. I try and do 2 hours a day 5 days a week. It works out well that the Y has a child watch. The kids have fun for 2 hours and I get a break. Faith takes a Fit Kids class and has fun with that. I typically do the elliptical, Jacobs Ladder, the rower and free weights and some work with the stability ball. I take a class on Fridays called Cardio Funk, which I love. I have such a long journey ahead of me. I am just so scared that I am going to fail again. I just want this so badly. I just can't give up. There is just something inside of me telling me that I need to move forward and do this once and for all. I look at my kids and that helps give me the extra motivation as well. The main thing I am struggling with right now is the kids. I need to get some different foods in the house and really need to work on portion control. Tommorrow is my weekly meeting with Beth, which I am looking forward to. I am doing the Lifestyle and Weight Management program through the Y.
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